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Kalmah - 12 Gauge | The new album 12 Gauge from Kalmah
...is out and deserves your attention ! It is a fucking masterpiece of Melodic Death Metal. Do not forget to check out their previous albums if you like this one.
Unfortunately the guys do not do much concerts for the moment so if you wish to see them live on stage you must eigther go to Metalcamp or live in Finnland.
Keep up the good work Kalmah, and keep in mind if you run out of bullets we still have plenty for you ! |
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Posted by Apollyon on Saturday, February 27 @ 06:37:08 CST (13 reads)
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| NOX : Path of wilderness & Satanism |
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Patch N°1: Midnight Wolf | With the 9th anniversary of NOX our wilderness just grew stronger and that thanks to you ! An alliance, friendship, spiritual connection or whatever you may call it is uniting us and that you will be able to show now with pride.
Own this patch for your NOX activity ! Temple of NOX is giving away free new patches for online and offline activity. There is a special patch for each kind of achivement. More patches will be announced soon.
Stay on alert because your wilderness is about to awake. |
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Posted by Apollyon on Saturday, February 20 @ 12:16:46 CST (20 reads)
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Feel the void
inside yourself
inside your soul
inside your self- contious, awareness of one's own existence
To feel and hear the desperate screams of the void from your inside self , you need to be focused enough to enforce this total emptiness ..
The void enforces a feeling of panic that is unstoppable , it is everything opposide of what you have been told and lived ever since. It shows you for a moment live without anything and anyone. Some kind of panic a dying species would feel knowing it just woke up being the last of its kind and nobody gives a fuck.
Feeling like the only awaken, hurted, helpless being surrounded by a mass of stupidly dangerous fake humanity living for what ? your destruction ?
your suffering ?
Feel the void make you feel alive so much that you want to die, you want to make it stop but you cant.
You cant sleep, the harder you try the more you feel like being burried alive. Forever forgotten, pushed away, dug into the ground and forever forgotten....left for dead.
the void is the pure emptiness of everything.
Its the emptiness of yourself, your life
its the emptiness of your friends and everyone you know
its also the emptiness of the world in which we live that gives it strength.
It is also the place where you like and hate being most in the same time. A place which is close to the impossible, which fills you with void every second you spend. Worse than a nightmare this place is reality and you feel your existance, you feel that you are awake. There is no waking up from the void neighter is there an escape. Only time makes it fade but the fading isnt sure and you cannot tell when it will stop.
Neighter drugged nor drunken you stand against this void fighting, struggling for your concious. You might lose your soul and never return to the normal daydreaming everybody. You fear to stay forever in this void where nothing cares, nothing is important and useless to think because nothing makes sense and the more you think about it the deeper you are falling into the void.
The only way to get out is to accept this void as part of yourself that might break out any time any place..and when it comes it comes to pull your weaknesses all in the same time and break your mind, freeze your heart against your will.
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Posted by Apollyon on Monday, February 15 @ 14:49:59 CST (17 reads)
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I am young and think I am strong. I see weakness through the daily window of reality and feel .... nothing .... which makes me feel even stronger.
As I lay on my soft comfortable chair, I feel safe and stable, untouchable almost unbeatable.
I do not realize the comfort of all its tenderness as day and night is passing, believing what I see makes me strong and the more I learn, live, the stronger I become.
The softness I lay on, is getting strangely softer each day and gains my attention every time a little more.
It feels like it took the shape of my back already so that it makes me hard to stand up.
Being focused on what the world shows me through the glass I nearly forgot myself , not having to care for pain, hardly ever being sick which makes it so less to worry .... that made me start to worry about my comfortable bed in which I lay that doesnt seem to let me out anymore already.
As I try standing up, I feel weak for the first time and see that my hands become somehow older.
I push myself with all my strenght to stand up, believing that I am strong enough.... I fail, in fact I just struggled myself deeper into my soft bed.
Shocked I rapidly realized that I am trapped. There is no way out of this bed, the more I try, the deeper I am stuck in this bed which became my tomb. I feel that each minute I spend to find a way out, I sink deeper in this softness, feelingless destiny.
I think the softness slowly start to harden and its putting pressure all arround me so I cannot move and feel harder to breath. I think something is going to eat me and there is nothing I can do about it.
Finally I see that I am entirely focused on myself and my window doesnt interest me anymore neigther what is going on outside. All I want is to get up and walk away from this swamp, this killing shit. But that wont happen. No, it is too late to just stand up and walk away.
Time consumed me already
I live not anymore of what I see butof what I have seen because it is all what is left for me....I cannot do anything else. It will not let me go, I am stuck here for eternity.
My dreams and my reality become one as I speak.
Farewell
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just thoughts
-Apollyon
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Posted by Apollyon on Tuesday, February 09 @ 14:42:36 CST (30 reads)
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Only thoughts
We are everywhere. You cannot hide from us because you and I are one.
The harder You try to fight us the stronger We become, the weaker and the sooner You will die.
We praise the enemy because He gives us reason to fight and reminds us of who We truely are.
There is no God that We cannot kill and what comes after death You cannot call life.
We are the poison in Your veins, the unknown fear of Your dream, the corruption in Your system and the true face of Your society and its system.
For the blind We are insane, for the deef We are Sin, for the rich we are abomination, for the man of god we are blasphemy.
Although We are alive, waiting for our next prey.
Keep in mind : Unless the people are united, it is easy to destroy them.
You and I are one
You and I are one
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Posted by Apollyon on Friday, February 05 @ 17:17:10 CST (31 reads)
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