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Feel the void
inside yourself
inside your soul
inside your self- contious, awareness of one's own existence
To feel and hear the desperate screams of the void from your inside self , you need to be focused enough to enforce this total emptiness ..
The void enforces a feeling of panic that is unstoppable , it is everything opposide of what you have been told and lived ever since. It shows you for a moment live without anything and anyone. Some kind of panic a dying species would feel knowing it just woke up being the last of its kind and nobody gives a fuck.
Feeling like the only awaken, hurted, helpless being surrounded by a mass of stupidly dangerous fake humanity living for what ? your destruction ?
your suffering ?
Feel the void make you feel alive so much that you want to die, you want to make it stop but you cant.
You cant sleep, the harder you try the more you feel like being burried alive. Forever forgotten, pushed away, dug into the ground and forever forgotten....left for dead.
the void is the pure emptiness of everything.
Its the emptiness of yourself, your life
its the emptiness of your friends and everyone you know
its also the emptiness of the world in which we live that gives it strength.
It is also the place where you like and hate being most in the same time. A place which is close to the impossible, which fills you with void every second you spend. Worse than a nightmare this place is reality and you feel your existance, you feel that you are awake. There is no waking up from the void neighter is there an escape. Only time makes it fade but the fading isnt sure and you cannot tell when it will stop.
Neighter drugged nor drunken you stand against this void fighting, struggling for your concious. You might lose your soul and never return to the normal daydreaming everybody. You fear to stay forever in this void where nothing cares, nothing is important and useless to think because nothing makes sense and the more you think about it the deeper you are falling into the void.
The only way to get out is to accept this void as part of yourself that might break out any time any place..and when it comes it comes to pull your weaknesses all in the same time and break your mind, freeze your heart against your will.
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